Asleep (Destructing Reality)

I can't tell if I'm asleep
intentions pale it's blinding
in a dream I can't keep
and I can feel you're nothing

intentions pale it's blinding
the memories remain
and I can feel you're nothing
but nothing looks the same

the memories remain
the words you said to me
but nothing looks the same
of what would never be

the words you said to me
while you feed the disease
of what would never be
it's happening again

while you feed the disease
I can hear what you said
it's happening again
echoing in my head

I can hear what you said
there's someone else in me
echoing in my head
I'm not me when I dream

there's someone else in me
in a dream I can't keep
I'm not me when I dream
I can't tell if I'm asleep